RELEASE

I just wanna go back, hold the child I used to be
The world was shaping me, but I broke so silently
I don’t know when it started, this feeling of not enough
Maybe I decided I wasn’t worth that kind of love

Every time I reach, it feels so far away (so far away)
Building up my walls, but they just fall and break

How do you fix what you can’t see?
Why does love feel out of reach for me?
I’m spinning circles, chasing dreams
Of someone I was never taught to be
Somebody, somebody whole

It wasn’t blame, but the pain hit deep inside
The world I knew just shattered overnight
I tried to hold it together, but it left a scar
Trauma doesn’t fade, it just hides in who you are

What kind of pill solves this kind of ache?
Where’s the magic wand to take it all away?
We’re thrown into life, no map, no plan
How do I heal what I don’t understand?

How do you fix what you can’t see?
Why does love feel out of reach for me?
I’m spinning circles, chasing dreams
Of someone I was never taught to be
Somebody, somebody whole

I just wanna go back, hold the child I used to be
Whisper, “You’re enough, you’re enough, you’ll see”
Take their hand, say, “It’s okay to fall apart”
You’re stronger than the doubt inside your heart