RELEASE

In a world that spins too fast
I’m holding onto ghosts
The bigger picture fades to black
It’s the details I feel the most
Heroes fall and leave me cold
The ones I love feel far
Sitting in the shadow of old fights
Wishing on a fading star

Why do I feel like I’m lost
Dancing in a room alone
Why does the silence scream so loud
When nobody’s home
They say the sky’s supposed to be blue
The grass a vibrant green
But all I see is black and yellow
In places I’ve never been

The words feel like strangers
Wearing borrowed names
Swooping in with empty hands
Leaving quiet pain
The focus drifts, the light turns low
I’m fading into night
Starved for love, starved for peace
In this endless fight

I’ve heard it all, the whispered lies
That love should feel like home
But here I stand an imposter
In a life I’ve overthrown
It’s not about who wins or loses
Who’s right or who has bled
It’s about the voice inside me saying
I’m more than what I said

I need to find the courage
To step into the light
To see beyond the trauma
Beyond the endless night
Acceptance is a long road
Where the truth feels skewed
But I’ll find my way through black and yellow
To a hope renewed

Why do I feel like I’m lost
Dancing in a room alone
Why does the silence scream so loud
When nobody’s home
They say the sky’s supposed to be blue
The grass a vibrant green
But I’ll paint my skies a new hue
In colors I’ve finally seen

So here’s to moving forward
To choosing my own view
To leaving black and yellow behind
For something true